I made quite a decision a few days ago and that was to defer a course I had planned to do. That doesn’t sound particularly massive really but to me it was. I’d been psyching up for months but then when the day arrived I had a look at what was required of me during the course and put that into balance with the current demands in my life. It just didn’t add up.
I’m quite tired when I get home at 6pm and my first job is to take Mowgli out for about 45 minutes; after that there’s dinner to get and all the usual stuff that people do. The idea then of doing 90 minutes study is almost laughable because all I want to do is either sit down or go to bed. Long story short – no regrets at this time and I feel as though a big weight has been shifted off my shoulders. And on the bright side I’m thinking of doing a new painting over the winter 🙂 I chose life.